SOMEBODY GIVE THIS GUY ALL THE FUCKING AWARDS!
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"I do this! Time after time after time! I do all this shit for other people! And then I wake up and I'm empty, I have nothing!"
I haven’t wrote a real blog in such a long time… I always thought that I’d blog more than reblog but Tumblr is so funny and awesome and all that… haha. Let’s try sorting my life into categories, its probably easier.
1. Work- such a love/hate relationship. Ever since I’ve been trained on register, I cannot stand being out in the floor. Fitting room is okay but OMG fuck the annoying ass customers that bring in tons of clothes and walk out with a few item or even NONE. (rant) SERIOUSLY, DON’T TRY A MILLION AND ONE ITEMS ON AND NOT BUY SHIT. PRETTY SURE SOMETHING LOOKED GOOD. (/end rant) I still hate how people hired 6 months after me are constantly on register. Maybe I am better off on the floor because I get my sales done but c’mon, I’m getting worn the eff out. Most of my awesome coworkers are leaving (or left) because as of right now, our management isn’t the best. We only have 3 managers (maybe 4 now) working at our store when we had about 7 when we opened. and the best ones already dipped out. Another thing about Forever is the strict scheduling… how is it possible for me to find out when to request a day off 3-4 weeks ahead? And getting write ups for switching shifts or taking someone’s shift who isn’t on your level of “expertise”. Too crazy if you ask me. Enough about Forever 21. I applied back to In-N-Out. $10.50 an hour is so much better than $8.25. And I think I can work both jobs during the summer. Hopefully I can… they’re both jobs that require a lot of work but I need the money and that’s what I’m going after.
2. School- there was a period of time where I felt so drained that I wanted to just drop all my classes… I lost all my motivation and I just wanted to end school for myself. I just feel like I’m never gonna end up where I wanna be in the future. I can’t see myself at a university like I wish to be at. I’m constantly brought down by financial issues… and it doesn’t help when the first thing my parents tell me is “we can’t afford it”. Yes, I’m jealous of the people who can go to school for free… because financial stress is not an issue for them and they live life so carefree… but I’ll just work even harder and send myself to school if I have to. School is such a hard topic for me to talk about and I get so emotional talking about it…
3. Family- if anyone knows how my family is.. all I wanna say is… we’re getting better. My parents are getting better but they have their days.. what can I say. My brother and sister.. I’m pretty content with my relationship with them. I have different types of relationships with them but at least I can talk to them about anything…
4. Friends- everything is pretty much where friendships should be.. I wish that everyone had a little more time to hang out but other than that, everything is good.. don’t have too much to say about my friends. Jannel is almost the only person I see nowadays no matter how busy she is. But that’s okay because she’s my twin. I started hanging out with Melina and that girl is so much fun. Jessica is busy with work and school. Don’t know how she does it but I’m proud of her for making it work out. Cha, Alyssa, and Angel…. I talk to them sometimes but its obviously they’re all busy with something so I don’t even bother anymore. I like how I can hang out with different people. And being 21 just makes it easier to meet new ones.
My life is decent and I can’t complain. All I wanna say is… being 21 is awesome… cute guys ga-lore omg. Haha.
Now tell me that fate doesn’t exist.
Only at Disneyland. (Or World…)
I FOUND IT.
"An entire sea of water can’t sink a ship
-Goi Nasu (via missladymillz)
unless it gets inside the ship.
Similarly, the negativity of the world can’t put you down
unless you allow it to get inside you."
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